gee.
01 February 2007 @ 08:26 pm
MOVED.

I don't mean to discredit the past; but I'm so tired of it.

I am now located at [info]ritratto. If you want to follow vague fragments of my life, please add. There will most likely be a lot of photography in it this year, as I'm doing a photograph every day for 11 months.

If you want to email/message me, I'm avaliable at ahatelove@hotmail.com

♥g.
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gee.
20 January 2007 @ 10:25 pm
Total times I have had stomach illnesses in the past: twice
Total times I caught stomach illnesses while away: twice

HA-DE-FUCKING-HAH VIETNAM!

The worst thing is, I didn't even lose weight-- and I didn't get to eat the free breakfasts.

Also, it has to be said despite being terribly politically insensitive; benefits of the Vietnam War? Western toilets; no squatting! No urine on floors! No poop on seats!

I am a terrible person.
 
 
gee.
02 January 2007 @ 07:31 pm
1. I went to my best friend's house as she is in the possession of a Wii and OMG FUN FUN FUN. My arms hurt from the boxing now. :/
2. Sony won out, haha! Alpha 100 is now sitting snugly next to me in duty free wrapping.
3. See you all in 19 days!

xox happy new year.
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Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Jump Little Children- Mexico
 
 
gee.
haha WHAT it's December 19, right, and my report was meant to be here at the 11th. I AM NOT COMPLAINING! How many bets it gets special delivered on Christmas Day and it TALKS to me- "Merry Christmas! Haha FAILURE. xox"?

Anyway whatwhatwhat up, kids? I keep forgetting to mention I'm recognised as a regular at Gloria Jeans (since term 3; FOUR DAYS A WEEK DOES THAT FOR YOU!*). Yeaaahh, discount & friendly staff! The Christmas casuals there keep going off my name tag and writing Gabrielle on my order, which results in myself standing in front of them while they're calling out and looking right past me"ORDER FOR GABRIELLE. SKINNY REGULAR ICED LATTE.". The manager even made fun of having my full name on the order and keeps mocking me when I order.

Work is okay. I keep getting shuffled around different areas so it's confusing. I want to buy things. I bought a teapot. It's bright green. Did I mention I have no will power? I have clothes on hold for the sales (naughty!). I worked in the 'Intimate Apparel' section today. The fact I was working with boobies made me giggle, then I realised I am a go-to girl for the cranky territorial old ladies who keep taking my sales.

Lunch made me happy, though! I spent some time with my favourite GJ's staff member, and it turned out we're hilariously similar.

THIS ENTRY HAS NO POINT EXCEPT I FELT I SHOULD UPDATE.

Anyone else hate the new remix of California on The OC? Anyone else hate The OC?


*mother works in different suburb + no transport to my house from school, so I bus to the shopping centre and study at GJ's.
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Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Hot Hot Heat- Goodnight Goodnight
 
 
gee.
16 December 2006 @ 06:17 pm
Today was my best friend's birthday! I went over with Martha Stewart cupcakes (the ghosts? are SO FUCKING HARD TO MAKE), presents (giant jigsaw + Moleskins) and breakfast (McDonalds bacon & egg McMuffins for myself, Loren and her boyfriend Vince). I would just like to say it is sometimes obvious why we get on well; I walked in the door and they were both on the couch, playing Pokémon.

...So we all sat on the couch for an hour playing Pokémon on each of our Gameboys. *nerds*
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gee.
Also, a topic of discussion; Eric Szmanda aka Greg from CSI.

I would totally hit that. Srsly. He wears a mini skirt for a Manson video clip. He has good taste in coffee and likes entertaining at home! PLUS THE HAIR. Nice hair + hair fetish= happy face!

The only problem is he is sadly, unphotogenic but super cute on camera. This means our children would be so disgusting on still photos and below average on video. IT WOULD NEVER WORK.

:[

(This is what my brain looks like, honestly.)
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Current Music: Hot Hot Heat- Dirty Mouth
 
 
gee.
Some nights, I don't bother attempting to sleep and instead lay quiet and listen to music.

It's probably not the smartest idea when my eyes are already looking like a crack addict's, but I'm running my mouth off constantly at this point in time because I'm so fucking lonely.

Say what you like, but I think everyone hates summer internally.
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Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Augustana- Coffee & Cigarettes
 
 
gee.
07 December 2006 @ 08:34 pm
LMAOLMAOLMAO. I'm looking at my birth certificate at the moment, and I just noticed my registration officer was one T. Cruise.

That's right, Zenu wants your babies!
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Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Rhinocerose- Cubicle
 
 
gee.
07 December 2006 @ 01:41 pm
emo. )

Random stuff!

Totally dig Daylight Savings; it means that the other states are reachable, hurrah!

I've become addicted to CSI. I've watched like three half seasons in two days, lmao.
Sony vs. Canon ?
Help me decideeeeee. I start work tomorrow, so I can begin saving with my tiny pay amounts ahaha.
 
 
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Lily Allen- Everything's Just Wonderful
 
 
gee.
30 November 2006 @ 08:25 am
To all of the beautiful fuckups in the world!

Oh, Tripping Over. Let's hold hands and make babies.

Please don't follow me.

ps. Laptop is RIPish, D: , hence the inactivity.
 
 
Current Mood: mellow
 
 
gee.
12 November 2006 @ 08:58 pm
New MSN; ahatelove@hotmail.com

Add, k. That said, I'll probably be as infrequent as ever. Whoops.

Don't get mad if I'm laughing.
Blame the caffeine for all the 5 am phone calls;
I haven't slept a single night in over a month
& not even once did you start to make sense to me.
Well, maybe I'm a little bit slow, or just consistently inconsistent;
she said, "Unpredictability's my responsibility, baby."

Hi, I'm g./Gabii/Griff and I have no words left inside of me, as well as a backbone that is no longer comprised of anything that mattered.

Take a note, watch a key, a letter is a grouping of pixels.

This post bought to you by Recharge by Sprite; the drink she's consuming because she should be studying for a sensory motor test but is instead leaning against walls, missing Saturdays.
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Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Hot Hot Heat- The Middle of Nowhere
 
 
gee.
'no, you don't need this disease, not right now. you don't you don't need this disease, you don't you don't need this disease, you don't you don't need this disease.

If something has to give
Then it always will.'
-Editors, Bullets

It's not that I'm tired (though I am; so deep down that it drags on your bones, anxiety naps grabbed with a startled wakeup) and it's not that I can't breathe (though I can't, quick moments spent gasping behind a door, on a floor, foetal position and little scared sobs), it's just that I'm so fucking nothing (except nightmares and reoccuring sadness, a pattern so deep you can't break).

I know that you are all a little sad right now, but please smile.

I know that it feels bad, and it truely does.

You are humans, run by chemicals and hormones.

We will hurt and cry and feel nothing, and we will laugh and hug and smile even when it is painful.



'It's summertime - and I can understand if you still feel sad
It's summertime and though it's hard to see its true possibilities;
when you look inside - all you'll see is a self-reflected inner sadness.
Look outside - I know that you'll recognize
it's summertime.'
-The Flaming Lips, It's Summertime
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Current Music: Joshua Radin- The Fear You Won't Fall
 
 
gee.
06 November 2006 @ 10:04 pm
oh for somethings sakes;

I have an extended essay TOMORROW and a PRESENTATION and TESTS ALL WEEK and EXAMS NEXT WEEK and you know what I'm doing?

Spending hours reading bad fanfiction in the hopes of finding decent Booth/Bones fics and playing Bubble Trouble.

Hurr, hurr.

I'm such a fucking idiot.

Wish I cared!

Also; everyone in my lit class hates this book.

I don't know; I find it kind of beautiful (and yet, supremely irritating).

Outside, for the first time since he was a kid, Jim cried, pushing his fists hard into his eye-sockets and trying to control his breath, and being startled- it was as if he had been taken over by some impersonal force that was weeping through him- by the harshness of his own sobs.
-Fly Away Peter.
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Current Mood: blah
Current Music: Stars- Elevator Love Letter
 
 
gee.
01 November 2006 @ 09:38 pm
SEOHTG I LOVE TRIPPING OVER.

Best ever.

I cried over it tonight; when he sinks down on the stairs and sobs, holding the phone and saying, 'I'm sorry.'

And it's been a long time since I cried over a television show; it is so refreshing to have a show with no middle but a beginning and a journey to an end (and no plastic).
 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
gee.
LIFE SO HECTIC

JUST WANT TO FLAIL AT PEOPLE.

I had a thirteen hour school day yesterday and a eleven hour one the day before.

Human bio test which I studied for in my brief breaks in between doing makeup for the school show (doing a Year Twelve task this year); at this stage, I just hope I passed as people who had studied found it hard.

Shot photography assignment (Outdoors Fashion photography) last week. I was okayish with the outcome; photography teacher loved it, as opposed to his usual "No." response when I give him a contact sheet.

I MEAN, SERIOUSLY, JUST "No." AS A RESPONSE, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? :/

Year Twelve's left last Friday; it was quite amusing, as usually people wait a week out of respect before into moving the area the Twelves sit in; our year group didn't even wait till they'd left the grounds, lmao. Seriously, the girls were wandering around with their flowers and my year group were sprawled on the tables growling, "MINEMINE MY GROUP SITS HERE OKAY."

Scared!

Don't want to be old.
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Current Mood: uncomfortable
Current Music: P!atD- Honey, There's A Good Reason...
 
 
gee.
24 October 2006 @ 12:52 pm
I love how in my head I want more updates from everyone, yet I barely update myself. Here is a truth or a question; are we living vivaciously through everyone else?

It seems that the entire world is jaded; my mother gives me updates on pre-primary children who are tired of school, tired of learning, tired of interactions at the tender age of six.

My laptop is in and out of repair, and so I am constantly backing up and restoring, a hard drive wiped clean and a laptop returned with functions absent. I feel like this when I wake up, reminding myself,

‘An inanimate object is not your enemy.’

I feel more jaded, more tired, and more apathetic; the stress does not affect me due to the absence of involvement.

Mechanical motions- I’m existing in a world of robots.

I’m just thinking, I guess.

(Can't take the kid from the fight, take the fight from the kid.)
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gee.
19 October 2006 @ 02:39 pm
omgomgomg there's so much UST in Bones I cannot take it it is like watching Charmed again and feeling the LOVE between Piper and Leo I mean it's straight UST omg straight UST IS SO RARE and I cannot TAKE IT and omg WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ADMIT TO LIKING EACH OTHER I MEAN YOU'RE ALL DEFENSIVE AND ROWR THEN ALL 'whatever, man.' and I CANNOT TAKE IT OKAY.

Yes, I do get this pointlessly excited over television shows.

In other news, I should be getting my laptop back tomorrowwwwwww. Yay, Blaisey!
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Current Mood: POINTLESSLY OVERWHELMED
 
 
gee.
13 October 2006 @ 09:02 am
Ahaha I found Frank. I thought he'd be called Frank but he's actually called lj_bot. Borrrrrring. Though I do miss the Snapeybot; he was so much fun.
 
 
gee.
13 October 2006 @ 08:57 am
HAHA okay I'm on the LJ Talk thingy and WOTWOT it's so confusing. T_T I need coffee before I face up to this challenge! SO IF I ACCIDENTLY CALL YOU PLS IGNORE ME.

EDIT: ...Where's Frank? O_o
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Current Mood: sleepy
 
 
gee.
28 September 2006 @ 10:57 pm
I fucking love show business.
 
 
Current Mood: HUGH'S ASS IS TIGHT OKAY.